On January 4, 2017, 4 people created LMBE. Those 4 were Helios, Keplers, TopSecretSpyGuy, and me. We were an odd team, but we tended to make things work pretty well -- that is, until we started disagreeing on just what LMBE was and what it was not. Keplers and Helios wanted a more relaxed set of rules, while I wanted rules that closely mirrored those of the LMBs. Top tended to try to get us to move past the issue. Eventually, since I held the admin account of the site, I took control of the site for what seemed to me to be the common good. After all, some people were only allowed on LMBE because of our strict rules.
But that was a hard time in my life. Between the LMBs, LMBE, and real life, I was struggling immensely. Mostly, I was lonely, and taking over LMBE only drove more people out and made things worse. But I didn't even understand what was wrong. I sincerely thought I was doing what was right and best for LMBE. So I kept pushing on. I refused to let the pressure stop me. And believe me, there was pressure. I took heavy criticism for my actions here. But I worked all the harder to keep this site going strong.
On August 9, 2017, I was an emotional wreck. After a talk with my mom, we decided I needed to cut all ties to LMBE. Only, we didn't talk about HOW to go about that, and I wasn't in any sort of mental state to think about it. So I decided to shut the whole thing down. It wasn't until the next day and another talk with my mom that I realized how foolish and selfish it was to shut the whole site down just for my own sake, thus leading to the vote for a new admin, followed by my somewhat rapid departure.
But never in that time or any time later did I say this very important thing: I'm sorry. I caused a lot of trouble and pain here, and I'm so very sorry. I should have said this back then, in 2017, but I did not. And for that, again, I can only say that I am sorry. I hope you can all forgive me somehow.
Sincerely,
Astrokid12
Astro is leaving Astro is everywhere ~Fantasius1111
On January 4, 2017, 4 people created LMBE. Those 4 were Helios, Keplers, TopSecretSpyGuy, and me. We were an odd team, but we tended to make things work pretty well -- that is, until we started disagreeing on just what LMBE was and what it was not. Keplers and Helios wanted a more relaxed set of rules, while I wanted rules that closely mirrored those of the LMBs. Top tended to try to get us to move past the issue. Eventually, since I held the admin account of the site, I took control of the site for what seemed to me to be the common good. After all, some people were only allowed on LMBE because of our strict rules.
But that was a hard time in my life. Between the LMBs, LMBE, and real life, I was struggling immensely. Mostly, I was lonely, and taking over LMBE only drove more people out and made things worse. But I didn't even understand what was wrong. I sincerely thought I was doing what was right and best for LMBE. So I kept pushing on. I refused to let the pressure stop me. And believe me, there was pressure. I took heavy criticism for my actions here. But I worked all the harder to keep this site going strong.
On August 9, 2017, I was an emotional wreck. After a talk with my mom, we decided I needed to cut all ties to LMBE. Only, we didn't talk about HOW to go about that, and I wasn't in any sort of mental state to think about it. So I decided to shut the whole thing down. It wasn't until the next day and another talk with my mom that I realized how foolish and selfish it was to shut the whole site down just for my own sake, thus leading to the vote for a new admin, followed by my somewhat rapid departure.
But never in that time or any time later did I say this very important thing: I'm sorry. I caused a lot of trouble and pain here, and I'm so very sorry. I should have said this back then, in 2017, but I did not. And for that, again, I can only say that I am sorry. I hope you can all forgive me somehow.
Sincerely,
Astrokid12
Hey Astro! I don't think there was any shred of resentment towards you because of that incident. The fact that you didn't close the boards was enough to say that you were sorry.
Without you, this place wouldn't be here, don't ever forget that.
On January 4, 2017, 4 people created LMBE. Those 4 were Helios, Keplers, TopSecretSpyGuy, and me. We were an odd team, but we tended to make things work pretty well -- that is, until we started disagreeing on just what LMBE was and what it was not. Keplers and Helios wanted a more relaxed set of rules, while I wanted rules that closely mirrored those of the LMBs. Top tended to try to get us to move past the issue. Eventually, since I held the admin account of the site, I took control of the site for what seemed to me to be the common good. After all, some people were only allowed on LMBE because of our strict rules.
But that was a hard time in my life. Between the LMBs, LMBE, and real life, I was struggling immensely. Mostly, I was lonely, and taking over LMBE only drove more people out and made things worse. But I didn't even understand what was wrong. I sincerely thought I was doing what was right and best for LMBE. So I kept pushing on. I refused to let the pressure stop me. And believe me, there was pressure. I took heavy criticism for my actions here. But I worked all the harder to keep this site going strong.
On August 9, 2017, I was an emotional wreck. After a talk with my mom, we decided I needed to cut all ties to LMBE. Only, we didn't talk about HOW to go about that, and I wasn't in any sort of mental state to think about it. So I decided to shut the whole thing down. It wasn't until the next day and another talk with my mom that I realized how foolish and selfish it was to shut the whole site down just for my own sake, thus leading to the vote for a new admin, followed by my somewhat rapid departure.
But never in that time or any time later did I say this very important thing: I'm sorry. I caused a lot of trouble and pain here, and I'm so very sorry. I should have said this back then, in 2017, but I did not. And for that, again, I can only say that I am sorry. I hope you can all forgive me somehow.
Sincerely,
Astrokid12
Hiastrokid12When the LMBs were shut down, I was pretty sad. This place filled the gap. This is a great forum and that is thanks to you and the LMBE team, and your choices.
Post by TheFirstDecade on Feb 26, 2020 14:59:33 GMT
Ah yes, another Marvel Character’s origin story, never knew this drama was happening behind the scenes! But hey, look at where we’re at now, we’re still thriving well into the 2020’s. But it’s nice to hear some background knowledge about these issues.
This apology will be accepted. And we welcome you back into the society you have built.
On January 4, 2017, 4 people created LMBE. Those 4 were Helios, Keplers, TopSecretSpyGuy, and me. We were an odd team, but we tended to make things work pretty well -- that is, until we started disagreeing on just what LMBE was and what it was not. Keplers and Helios wanted a more relaxed set of rules, while I wanted rules that closely mirrored those of the LMBs. Top tended to try to get us to move past the issue. Eventually, since I held the admin account of the site, I took control of the site for what seemed to me to be the common good. After all, some people were only allowed on LMBE because of our strict rules.
But that was a hard time in my life. Between the LMBs, LMBE, and real life, I was struggling immensely. Mostly, I was lonely, and taking over LMBE only drove more people out and made things worse. But I didn't even understand what was wrong. I sincerely thought I was doing what was right and best for LMBE. So I kept pushing on. I refused to let the pressure stop me. And believe me, there was pressure. I took heavy criticism for my actions here. But I worked all the harder to keep this site going strong.
On August 9, 2017, I was an emotional wreck. After a talk with my mom, we decided I needed to cut all ties to LMBE. Only, we didn't talk about HOW to go about that, and I wasn't in any sort of mental state to think about it. So I decided to shut the whole thing down. It wasn't until the next day and another talk with my mom that I realized how foolish and selfish it was to shut the whole site down just for my own sake, thus leading to the vote for a new admin, followed by my somewhat rapid departure.
But never in that time or any time later did I say this very important thing: I'm sorry. I caused a lot of trouble and pain here, and I'm so very sorry. I should have said this back then, in 2017, but I did not. And for that, again, I can only say that I am sorry. I hope you can all forgive me somehow.
Sincerely,
Astrokid12
I understand and forgive you Astro! Thank you for making the LEGO Message Boards Eternal, as without you, it's likely that so many LMBers would never have been able to reunite. LMB ended, and you pretty much brought it back, and "wiped" so many LMBers' tears, and bring a smile to their faces.
On January 4, 2017, 4 people created LMBE. Those 4 were Helios, Keplers, TopSecretSpyGuy, and me. We were an odd team, but we tended to make things work pretty well -- that is, until we started disagreeing on just what LMBE was and what it was not. Keplers and Helios wanted a more relaxed set of rules, while I wanted rules that closely mirrored those of the LMBs. Top tended to try to get us to move past the issue. Eventually, since I held the admin account of the site, I took control of the site for what seemed to me to be the common good. After all, some people were only allowed on LMBE because of our strict rules.
But that was a hard time in my life. Between the LMBs, LMBE, and real life, I was struggling immensely. Mostly, I was lonely, and taking over LMBE only drove more people out and made things worse. But I didn't even understand what was wrong. I sincerely thought I was doing what was right and best for LMBE. So I kept pushing on. I refused to let the pressure stop me. And believe me, there was pressure. I took heavy criticism for my actions here. But I worked all the harder to keep this site going strong.
On August 9, 2017, I was an emotional wreck. After a talk with my mom, we decided I needed to cut all ties to LMBE. Only, we didn't talk about HOW to go about that, and I wasn't in any sort of mental state to think about it. So I decided to shut the whole thing down. It wasn't until the next day and another talk with my mom that I realized how foolish and selfish it was to shut the whole site down just for my own sake, thus leading to the vote for a new admin, followed by my somewhat rapid departure.
But never in that time or any time later did I say this very important thing: I'm sorry. I caused a lot of trouble and pain here, and I'm so very sorry. I should have said this back then, in 2017, but I did not. And for that, again, I can only say that I am sorry. I hope you can all forgive me somehow.
Sincerely,
Astrokid12
I didn't join until August 16 2017, so I only arrived right after all that drama and saw it had just been cleared up. I'll admit I was little worried it was already planned to end when I arrived though based on the posts I saw... I really appreciate that you guys started the LMBE. It has grown into something very special for me. I've been on here longer then I was on the LMBs I believe. And I will try to help this site continue to be amazing for years to come and try to keep alive what you four started.
Thank you all for your encouraging and reassuring words! It means a lot to me!
Unfortunately, I still don't have the time to hang around here much. But I'll be sure to check in every now and then, as it's always nice to see that the LMBs are still Eternal. (And maybe someday my theme will come back, too... Astro Eternal ).
Well... I'll talk to you wonderful people again later. Space out!
("Space out" sounded cooler in my head )
Astro is leaving Astro is everywhere ~Fantasius1111
I know I'm a little late, but I totally understand how you feel. We all have difficult things in our lives and new events both good and bad that interrupt our plans, and sometimes we don't know how to react. I've been in those situations before, and have made my own mistakes too, so of course I'll accept your apology.
Either way, you and your team still brought back the feeling of LMB home, and that's what's most important and something I'll always be thankful of from you.
Hey--thank you for being a huge part in creating the LMBE. Due to both reuniting with old friends from the LMBs and meeting new ones here, my mental health improved drastically, I've found fun and creative outlets to help me through some of the hardest times of my life, and I now have actual true friends who've changed my life so much for the better...
The closing of the LMBs was heartbreaking but the Eternals wiped away those tears, so for that I say thank you. It means more than you'll ever know.
Thank you for making the LEGO Message Boards Eternal, as without you, it's likely that so many LMBers would never have been able to reunite. LMB ended, and you pretty much brought it back, and "wiped" so many LMBers' tears, and bring a smile to their faces.
Goodbye LMBs...
I really appreciate that you guys started the LMBE. It has grown into something very special for me. I've been on here longer then I was on the LMBs I believe. And I will try to help this site continue to be amazing for years to come and try to keep alive what you four started. 
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Space out! 
