Hello. Wow. It's been awhile hasn't it? I guess I own you all an explination, since many of you I know but I am not in direct contact with you. Or you may have no intrest in where I've been, that's fine.
This has happened before. The summer of 2016 I left the LMBs on a standstill and even in the autumn when I said I would come back, I didn't really. This has also happened for the same reasons.
I got a boyfriend who basically dicatated my happiness and mostly my life, I couldn't really escape from that because I told myself that I needed him, hah, and only him. I left the boards because time spent here wasn't on him. I feel kinda guilty about that, but I thought abandoning the place that could actually made me happy and my friends was the best idea. I guess it wasn't.
This is a sore spot to bring up. The second reason for going is that I got really sad. Now I'm not talking about it rained and it ruined my plans, kind of sad. Really depressed. I had no motivation to do anything let alone post here. I had no motivation to write either, or draw, or do anything that meant losing any more energy. There were moments where I broke out of this but the motivation to post wasn't there, it was ruined. Unlike last year when I managed to get better by the autumn. I'm still shakey and on the rocks, but I think coming back will be good for me. The terribly vague status I left was a good enough answer to why and how bad my mood was but I think I needed to say this.
Hey, I'm back.
Yeah, don’t go edgy and emo on us plz. I had enough of Gladion’s speil.
I'VE BECOME SO NUMB I CAN FEEL YOU THERE BECOME SO TIGHT SO MUCH...
Hello. Wow. It's been awhile hasn't it? I guess I own you all an explination, since many of you I know but I am not in direct contact with you. Or you may have no intrest in where I've been, that's fine.
This has happened before. The summer of 2016 I left the LMBs on a standstill and even in the autumn when I said I would come back, I didn't really. This has also happened for the same reasons.
I got a boyfriend who basically dicatated my happiness and mostly my life, I couldn't really escape from that because I told myself that I needed him, hah, and only him. I left the boards because time spent here wasn't on him. I feel kinda guilty about that, but I thought abandoning the place that could actually made me happy and my friends was the best idea. I guess it wasn't.
This is a sore spot to bring up. The second reason for going is that I got really sad. Now I'm not talking about it rained and it ruined my plans, kind of sad. Really depressed. I had no motivation to do anything let alone post here. I had no motivation to write either, or draw, or do anything that meant losing any more energy. There were moments where I broke out of this but the motivation to post wasn't there, it was ruined. Unlike last year when I managed to get better by the autumn. I'm still shakey and on the rocks, but I think coming back will be good for me. The terribly vague status I left was a good enough answer to why and how bad my mood was but I think I needed to say this.
Hey, I'm back.
Hey Sweets! I'm sorry hear all of this, I hope we call all cheer you up. I'll keep you in my prayers.SaveSave
Hello. Wow. It's been awhile hasn't it? I guess I own you all an explination, since many of you I know but I am not in direct contact with you. Or you may have no intrest in where I've been, that's fine.
This has happened before. The summer of 2016 I left the LMBs on a standstill and even in the autumn when I said I would come back, I didn't really. This has also happened for the same reasons.
I got a boyfriend who basically dicatated my happiness and mostly my life, I couldn't really escape from that because I told myself that I needed him, hah, and only him. I left the boards because time spent here wasn't on him. I feel kinda guilty about that, but I thought abandoning the place that could actually made me happy and my friends was the best idea. I guess it wasn't.
This is a sore spot to bring up. The second reason for going is that I got really sad. Now I'm not talking about it rained and it ruined my plans, kind of sad. Really depressed. I had no motivation to do anything let alone post here. I had no motivation to write either, or draw, or do anything that meant losing any more energy. There were moments where I broke out of this but the motivation to post wasn't there, it was ruined. Unlike last year when I managed to get better by the autumn. I'm still shakey and on the rocks, but I think coming back will be good for me. The terribly vague status I left was a good enough answer to why and how bad my mood was but I think I needed to say this.
Hey, I'm back.
Hey Sweets! I'm sorry hear all of this, I hope we call all cheer you up. I'll keep you in my prayers.SaveSave
it's in my name!
it's in my name!
